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let's chase the summer and forget the world.

hellllooo (: i had alot of stuff to say but when im faced with this blank screen here i feel kind of lost i dont know where to start. sigh. okay. i am very tired, i feel very very tired of studying. yet i dont want Alevels to come and i dont want it to end cause im very scared of it. once its over everything will be like set in stone. im very scared, i dont want to do badly, i hate thinking about studies, about universities, about courses, about applications, and i dont know ANYTHING about all of them, except maybe just the basic stuff. i find it very tiring to go and research, find out all these stuff, maybe because they all still seem quite faraway to me. i must be crazy, at this stage i think nothing's far away anymore. and yeah, im still avoiding. heck i cant find the energy to be interested. maybe im just not interested in my future. and the reason behind that is because i cant find it in myself to face the fact that it will probably suck. i think im born to be someone who runs away. i dontknow i dontknow, i just know im very very tired ):

prelims are two days away. haha. haha. sigh. im even tired of saying, TIME FLIES. cause its like no matter how many times i say it it never seems to be bothered with me and slow down or something. life sucks. its just amusing la, how we see councillors preparing for maf again while we're in the reading room studying, and this time we're the j2s and the councillors are the j1s. what else can i possibly say, ha.ha.ha.ha. whatever. sian. ARGHHHHH I HATE IT THAT IM SO LOUSY AT STUDYING I HATE IT THAT I CANT UNDERSTAND BIO CHEM MATH ECONS AND DO WELL FOR THEM I HATE IT WHEN THINGS CANT GET INTO MY FREAKING HEAD I HATE IT WHEN I TRY SO HARD YET I DO NOT SEE ANY RESULTS I HATE IT THAT IM IN HWACHONG ONLY BECAUSE I SCRAPED THROUGH EVERYTHING I HATE IT THAT I HAVE NOTHING TO BE PROUD OF I HATE MYSELF sometimes. yeah, sometimes. and that sucks. maybe i should hate myself all the time. and i hate it that i hate myself only sometimes, and that i get over things like rather easily. like at this moment i may be thinking life sucks, and i know that tmr when i wake up i will feel okay again. it just isnt propelling me forward, im like forever so contented in the present and in the now, in the situation. very ..stagnant. sigh.

okay this is such a WEIRD POST I SHALL POST PHOTOS WHICH CONTRADICT MY MOOD NOW CAUSE THEY ARE HAPPY PHOTOS

06/07 MAD REUNION (loves the seniors)





o8o8o8 national day celebrations (ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF OUR APOLLO'S BEST DANCE. SIGH)
one year ago :D
I MISS DANCE ALOT ALOT ALOT I MISS MAD I MISS MUSIC AND DANCE. SIGH.